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    Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
    10:18 pm
    Aug 22 1932
    Happy 74th Birthday Nana!

    Current Mood: drained
    Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
    11:36 pm
    Friday, January 6th, 2006
    10:03 am
    Go light your world
    Go Light Your World
    Kathy Troccoli

    There is a candle in every soul
    Some brightly burning,
    Some dark and cold
    There is a spirit who brings the fire
    Ignites his candle and makes his home

    Carry your candle,
    Run to the darkness
    Seek out the hopeless, confused and torn
    Hold out your candle for all to see it
    Take your candle and go light your world

    Frustrated brothers,
    see how he's tried to
    Light his own candle some other way
    See now our sister,
    She's been robbed and lied to
    Still holds a candle without a flame

    So carry your candle,
    run to the darkness
    Seek out the lonely,
    the tired and worn
    Hold out your candle for all to see it
    Take your candle and
    go light your world

    We are a family whose hearts are blazing
    We raise our candles and light up the sky
    Praying to our Father, "In the name of Jesus
    Make us a beacon in darkest times!"

    Carry your candle, run to the darkness
    Seek out the helpless, deceived and poor
    Hold out your candle for all to see it
    Take your candle and go light your world.
    Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
    11:07 am
    Sunday, January 1st, 2006
    10:09 pm
    Fingerprints Of God - Steven Curtis Chapman (Speechless)
    Fingerprints Of God - Steven Curtis Chapman (Speechless)
    I can see the tears filling Your eyes
    And I know where they're coming from
    They're coming from a heart that's broken in two
    By what you don't see
    The person in the mirro
    Doesn't look like the magazine
    Oh, but when I look at you it's clear to me that ...

    I can see the fingerprints of God
    When I look at you
    I can see the fingerprints of God
    And I know it's true
    You're a masterpiece
    That all creation quietly applauds
    And you're covered with the fingerprints of God

    Never has there been and never again
    Will there be another you
    Fashioned by God's hand
    And perfectly planned
    To be just who you are
    And what He's been creating
    Since the first beat of your heart
    Is a living breathing priceless work of art and ...

    Just look at you
    You're a wonder in the making
    Oh, and God's not through, no
    In fact, He's just getting started and ...

    (c) Sparrow Records
    Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
    9:52 am
    a lamb
    You Are A: Lamb!

    lambPeaceful and gentle, lambs have been used in religious imagery for millennia. Lambs are baby sheep, an animal tended by shephards since the dawn of history. As a lamb, you tend to stay together in a flock and graze on grassy land. Lambs don't mind being led and tend not to go off on their own.

    You were almost a: Puppy or a Pony
    You are least like a: Mouse or a MonkeyWhat Cute Animal Are You?


    Current Mood: sick
    Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
    1:24 pm
    You are Ephesians
    You are Ephesians.


    Which book of the Bible are you?
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    Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
    11:48 pm
    to where you are - josh groban
    "To Where You Are"

    Who can say for certain
    Maybe you're still here
    I feel you all around me
    Your memory's so clear

    Deep in the stillness
    I can hear you speak
    You're still an inspiration
    Can it be (?)
    That you are my
    Forever love
    And you are watching over me from up above

    Fly me up to where you are
    Beyond the distant star
    I wish upon tonight
    To see you smile
    If only for awhile to know you're there
    A breath away's not far
    To where you are

    Are you gently sleeping
    Here inside my dream
    And isn't faith believing
    All power can't be seen

    As my heart holds you
    Just one beat away
    I cherish all you gave me everyday
    'Cause you are my
    Forever love
    Watching me from up above

    And I believe
    That angels breathe
    And that love will live on and never leave

    Fly me up
    To where you are
    Beyond the distant star
    I wish upon tonight
    To see you smile
    If only for awhile
    To know you're there
    A breath away's not far
    To where you are

    I know you're there
    A breath away's not far
    To where you are
    Thursday, July 14th, 2005
    12:37 am
    Monday, May 23rd, 2005
    8:18 am
    What keep us from getting discouraged is finding that perseverance
    succeeds. Goats are stubborn, and it's good for our characters to find
    we can be stubborner. If you can out-think a goat, you can achieve
    ANYTHING you want to do..........
    - Irene.

    Current Mood: giggly
    Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
    11:43 am
    Thought for the Day

    "Joy is the feeling of grinning on the inside."

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Sunday, June 27th, 2004
    7:17 am
    Live Like You Were Dyin' - TIM McGRAW


    He said I was in my early forties,
    With a lot of life before me,
    And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
    I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays,
    Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
    Asked him when it sank in, and this might really be the real end.
    How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
    Man what ya do.
    And he says,

    [Chorus]

    I went sky divin',
    I went rocky mountain climbin',
    I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
    And I loved deeper,
    And I spoke sweeter,
    And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
    And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
    To live like you were dyin'.

    He said I was finally the husband,
    That most the time I wasn't.
    And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
    And all the sudden goin' fishing,
    Wasn't such an imposition.
    And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
    Well I finally read the good book,
    And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
    If I could do it all again.
    And then.

    [Chorus]

    Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
    To think about what you do with it,
    What could you do with it, what can
    I do with with it, what would I do with it.

    [Chorus]
    I went sky divin',
    I went rocky mountain climbin',
    I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
    And I loved deeper,
    And I spoke sweeter,
    And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'.
    And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
    To live like you were dyin'.

    To live like you were dyin'.
    To live like you were dyin'.
    To live like you were dyin'.
    To live like you were dyin'.
    Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
    11:55 pm
    APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!
    April is Child Abuse Prevention and Awareness Month! Please Wear a blue ribbon or tie one to your car antenna, you just might save a life by spreading awareness!! *NO* Child Deserves to be abused and it is up to all of us to stop it! If you need help or know of a child who does, please call the hotline at 1-800-4-A-CHILD

    Child Abuse Survivor

    Current Mood: determined
    Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
    1:14 am
    HASH(0x8a8e2a0)
    You are the tree-loving faerie. The Earth Faerie.
    Nature is your friend, all the little animals
    are cute and cuddly, even those that bite. You
    are a strong friend, people have a tendancy to
    go to you when they are feeling sad. You have a
    motherly instinct and always want to kiss away
    the tears.


    What's your inner Faerie?
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    Saturday, March 20th, 2004
    2:42 am
    lol this never gets old...i love the very last one!
    WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN


    To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle.

    Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children.

    After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!"

    "Don't what?" Adam replied.

    "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said.

    "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!!!!!"

    "No Way!"

    "Yes way!"

    "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God.

    "Why"

    "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked!

    "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked.

    "Uh huh," Adam replied.

    "Then why did you?" said the Father.

    "I don't know," said Eve.

    "She started it!" Adam said

    "Did not!"

    "Did too!"

    "DID NOT!"

    Having had it with the two of them, God's punishment was that Adam and Eve should have children of their own. Thus the pattern was set and it has never changed.

    BUT THERE IS REASSURANCE IN THE STORY!

    If you have persistently and lovingly tried to give children wisdom and they haven't taken it, don't be hard on yourself. If God had trouble raising children, what makes you think it would be a piece of cake for you?


    THINGS TO THINK ABOUT!

    1. You spend the first two years of their lives teaching them to walk and talk. Then you spend the next sixteen telling them to sit down and shut up.

    2. Grandchildren are God's reward for not killing your own children.

    3. Mothers of teens now know why some animals eat their young.

    4. Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said.

    5. The main purpose of holding children's parties is to remind yourself that there are children more awful than your own.

    6. We childproofed our homes, but they are still getting in.

    ADVICE FOR THE DAY: Be nice to your kids. They will choose your nursing home one day (or better yet, take care of you if they want any kind of inheritance).

    AND FINALLY: IF YOU HAVE A LOT OF TENSION AND YOU GET A HEADACHE, DO WHAT IT SAYS ON THE ASPIRIN BOTTLE:

    "TAKE TWO ASPIRIN" AND "KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN"
    Thursday, March 11th, 2004
    4:18 am
    my day
    Yesterday was one of those fast paced days...the kind i dislike because i feel i end up missing so many of the wonderful things there are to see, while hurrying around trying to get things done. All that was before it was even 10am! It just seemed like i woke up and had to hit the floor running to even *try* to keep up with the day (and for any of you who have seen me when i first wake up...you know that is *hard* for me to do lol). At about 10:30am we picked up two little bottle lambs, they are twins, a ram and a ewe lamb. They were born on March 4th...so they are almost my birthday lambs. Both are small...but both are strong and seem healthy...i'm amazed considering just a few weeks ago while i was giving their mama meds i thought to myself "her lambs are for sure gone..."

    You know there is nothing like babies... babies of any kind that just make your day stand still, even if it's just for a split second. Here i was holding these two perfect little lambs and my day went right back to the pace i enjoy, nice and calm and...not "slow" but....just not so fast paced like it had been just hours before. I still had a *full* day ahead of me but the lambs seemed to rejuvenate me i was no long dreading the long day or wondering how on earth i could manage another long day :o) I was just ready to go.

    We were soon off to Sanford for Dino's doggy class. Our neighbor Marie came along, she's been coming to both Aisling and Dino's classes she says she just didn't know that people put so much training into their dogs. She really enjoys going and i think Nana *really* enjoys her company. Marie and Nana of course talked the whole way down to Bon-Clyde but i was very happy in the back between a sleeping Dino and two adorable lambs!

    Dino's class went very well and we went out to lunch after. By the time we got home it was late afternoon and i had the lambs to feed and my monsters to take care of, and nope i'm not complaining :o) that was all typed with a smile on my face! I came inside from doing something and the phone rang (lol this is rare in our house!)! It was Gary, the man who does all our fencing. He said he has been doing some fencing in a cattle pasture and saw a calf being born there the other day before he went home, but when he went back the next day they were pulling the mama out...and a dead calf. She had, had twins and passed while having the other. Gary said he watched the first calf go from cow to cow yesterday and when he got home he called the man who owns them to let him know. Gary ended up with the little calf that was left all alone and was calling to ask me if i wanted to try to give him a try. He said he was weak and not nursing well but since i got my goats to pull through he figured i'd give the calf a try. I told him i would, as long as he took it back once it got bigger since we don't have the land for a cow.

    He agreed and within 10 minutes him and his wife were over here with the most beautiful bull calf i have ever seen! He was *very* weak but seemed to have a lot of fight and was up walking around calling for his mama. Gary said he saw the little guy nurse on his mama a few times after he was born, but i knew he didn't get enough colostrum if she passed the same day he was born! For some reason...i have everything i need here for newborns...everything but colostrum, that will change today! I couldn't really get the calf to nurse, he'd suck my thumb but not the nipple however he would at least try. I figured if he made it through the night then in the morning i'd have Doc show me how to tube a calf and he'd have a chance.

    Around 12am he stopped sucking my thumb and wouldn't even try the bottle anymore, by 2am he had gone down. I knew that, that was it and there would be no morning appointment with Doc...that there was nothing else i could do but be with him while he passed. I picked him up out of the crate (all 80 some pounds of him) and knew there wasn't much time left when he didn't even try to hold his own head up. I sat on the floor with him with his head in my lap and talked to him, and prayed for him. Dino watched from the little love seat with concern, Aisling did the same from her recliner and the lambs were sound asleep in the playpen behind me and we all just sat there, quiet at times but only when it seemed necessary. By 2:30am his heart rate and breath sounds slowed even more and within 15 minutes he slowly...but very peacefully passed away. Dino jumped down and nudged me as if to say "it's okay Ma, he's okay now" and Aisling just gave a reassuring "wag" of her tail.

    My morning yesterday started with life with the lambs...when i thought for sure there would be death and this morning began with death...when i thought for sure there was a chance...even if it was a small one. I handle death i think better then most, but it is always much harder with such young animals. As i sit here, i don't think about his death...i think about how he let me into his world while i was sitting with him. How he looked up at me with his eyes and looked deep into mine and connected with me that way. That is something i will never forget. I also think about him with his Mama now and no longer weak and tired and worn, but strong and running and kicking up it's hind legs...the way young playful calves do. It brings tears to my eyes and a smile to my face all at once.

    Well, Dino is nudging me again, with a concerned look that says "Time for bed Ma...been a long day..."

    "An animal's eyes have the power to speak a great language."
    -Martin Buber-

    Current Mood: touched
    Sunday, March 7th, 2004
    10:41 pm
    scared :o(
    :o( Bad night...very bad night! *really* strong winds/storms rolled through:o( and pretty much destroyed the chicken pen! Had to hop the fence (6 feet!!) and try and fix what i could...the 100+ pound chicken house fell over and i had to get it back on it's feet...there isn't much weight difference between me and that stupid thing! Thank GOODNESS it didn't fall on any of the ducks or Nana's goose! Nana's chicken scratched her so i told her to go in the house NOW and clean it...that left me stuck in the chicken pen because the door wouldn't open since the pen is so bent...and i'm TERRIFIED of strong winds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was not fun to be all alone and stuck, by that time all my energy was gone from hopping the fence and putting the house back on it's feet! The one side of the pen is gone no way to fix that :o( that's $45 down the drain! At least all the animals are OK....i will be once the winds die down and i see how sore i am in the morning :o( been a really bad night....off to get in bed and hopefully sleep!! Going to put in my Chopin CD from Aisha that will help!!! Thank you Aisha!!!!! I think that is my fav. birthday gift!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: scared
    Friday, February 27th, 2004
    10:09 pm
    The Empress Card
    You are the Empress card. The Empress is the
    archetype of the Mother. She creates and
    nurtures life. She represents the abundance of
    Mother Earth. The Empress is capable of using
    nature in a productive way. She espouses art
    for art's sake. Her planet is Venus, and she
    embodies love of beauty and a strong value
    system. Here is also found initial sensation.
    This is the first really physical experience of
    the world that The Fool has entered. The
    Empress has a rich understanding of the world
    based on her five senses. In a reading, The
    Empress represents pregnancy, actual or
    metaphorical. She indicates an act of creation
    and a sensual experience of beauty. The Empress
    is a nurturing force that wishes to see the
    product of her experiences reach the next stage
    of development. Image from A Photographic Tarot
    http://www.bluewitch.com/healingtarot/healtar.htm
    Deck


    Which Tarot Card Are You?
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    Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
    10:48 am
    wow lol
    100% (Dixie). Is General Lee your father?

    LOL and i was born in California! LOL
    Monday, February 23rd, 2004
    9:49 am
    Hunger

    Comfort

    Hygiene

    Energy

    Fun

    Social

    Bladder

    Room

    animals lol

    Reach for the lasers with Antic's Sims-ulator!
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